Let’s take look down memory Lane! On November 1st, 1991, I was born at around 3pm. As of yesterday November 1st, 2019,
I became a 28 year old woman with a purpose. As with any sort of age change you feel thankful. With this age change,I feel gratitude. Not only did I make it to 28, I can honestly say I am doing amazing. Everyday that I wake up, I am aware of the love, positivity, strength and abundance, I have in my life. No more self- hate, no more negative feelings. I am at peace with the changes I have made in my life.
They do say with age comes wisdom and new changes of how you see your life. I can honestly say they have some valid points. I no longer feel the need to find who I am because I now know. I no longer seek opinions, I go with my instincts. If I feel something is off, I move accordly. I no longer fight for things that are not meant for me to grasp, I move on. I am still the loving person people gravitate to and I am more than ok with that but I no longer allow others or life to leech off of me. I stand firm on who I am. I move the way I am suppose to but with a few more steps than before. I no longer hold my head down, I hold it up high so people can see me and I will no longer fall victim to society.
Over the last months leading up to my 28th birthday, I started to see changes happening. I started reading more. I started being thankful and positive about the changes that were happening. I stopped letting little things bother me and started moving on. And if it was upsetting my thought process, I cancelled it. Making better choices for my life was my main focus and still is as I type this. Future preparations was happening and I was loving every minute of it. Peace of mind was taking over, I couldn’t be more proud of the woman I was growing in to. Love was no longer a chore it was necessity. Peace is a priority. With that came a better flowing life. 😀
I started wondering, how these changes was taking affect. So I sat down with my thoughts. I started paying attention to me. I started listening to Cynethia. I had all these changes in me. The little girl in me was afraid to release it due to fear of what others may think. This new woman is not in that little girls shadow anymore, she is the leader of the pack.
As I prepare to lead me and every fiber of being to peace and harmony. I will do so by loving and caring for me. There is no greater love than yourself awareness of you. I reached my late 20s and I found Cynethia. I vow to her today, November 2nd, 2019 to never lose her again. She’s been with me every step of the way. I just needed to trust her and know that we had each others back. So if you know you, love you. It brings peace and a better flowing life. 🙂❤
Motivational Moment: Growing is part of life but so is love. Give yourself the love you need and watch how it changes how you see life. Growth is there, stop hiding behind your little girl/ boy. It is ok to listen to you. 🌹